hold on tight..

i have a feeling that we're coming to an end.. saturday manila time finally i brought up the issue about her friendster.. she tried to explain but never admitted that she's lying about her password and i never insisted for it although i know and i am 100% sure that i am right.. today i know its sunday for her, sunday night to be specific and the last time we spoke was saturday around 6pm her time. no call, no text no nothing.. i tried calling her but i got no answer.. she works from mondays-sundays and usually sunday is our make up time. i called their house twice i was able to talk to her mom and her mom said that she's not home yet and is currrently at antipolo because of work.. after an hour or so i tried calling her house again and her mom said she's on her way home.. and another hour passed still no word from her, i tried calling her phone over and over and she's not answering my calls. im actually preparing myself now for the ending.. probably she's home already at present time but im no longer expecting her to call me. well i guess this is it, the time has come. i just hope and pray that no matter what happens she'll be happy and that if ever she'll end up with another guy in the future i sincerely hope that she'll be loved more than i have loved her and more than i love her now.. and as for me i just hope that i'll be able to move on because i know i'll never be happy the way i was with her and its just gonna be useless for me to pray for happiness. i miss my old girl.. i miss my old self..