startup

i cant believe i have a blog of my own. maybe its because of not being able to let it all out. so whats my blog all bout, sorry but this is nothing interesting, its just about me and all me. this is just my way of speaking out because i have no one to share my feelings and all right now. the love story of a lifetime.. wow. i just find my love story with my girl unique i dont know if its inspiring to others but the hell with that the bottomline is that i was happy, i was inlove deeply.. yes "was" because now i am not so sure if i still feel the same for my girl, i mean i know and i am sure that i am inlove with her and i still would want her to be my wife its just that i am no longer happy with our current situation. everything's change. i guess i have to start things of with how i met her to have a clearer picture. i met her through the internet, 3 years ago. for one week we were chatting and texting all day, all night. i was about to meet her but i didnt because my dad died and i had to back out and the worst part is that i have to flew back here where i grew up because i have to attend to my family. since then we never stop communicating, never a day passed without us chatting for hours.